\u201cIt was pretty tough. Pretty frustrating. I try to keep my stuff private, don’t try to throw stuff out there,\u201d Soto said of the leak. \u201cIt feels really bad, but at the end of the day we just have to keep playing.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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A month and a half ago, Washington General Manager Mike Rizzo said publicly the Nationals would not be trading Soto. Soto said no one with the Nationals has explained to him what changed since then, though the obvious catalyst appears to be turning down the $440 million deal.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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\u201cI haven’t talked with anybody to tell me how that changed or what was the mind-set, but definitely it’s like you say, a couple weeks ago they were saying they would never trade me and now all these things come out,\u201d Soto said. \u201cIt feels real uncomfortable. You don’t know what to trust.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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Asked if the past few days have changed his relationship with the Nationals, Soto said, \u201cNever.\u201d He repeated things he told reporters in Washington this past weekend \u2014 namely that he doesn’t have control over the situation and just wants to play baseball.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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Soto never seemed overly burdened at all during the derby. He pumped up Albert Pujols early, then beat him in the semifinals (after eliminating Jos\u00e9 Ram\u00edrez in the first round, flipping his bat with classic Soto swagger as he advanced). His mechanics deteriorated round by round, swing by swing, as he grew visibly fatigued. But he didn’t seem to mind a bit, leaning every ounce of his strength into every final-round swing until he had delivered enough home runs to best Julio Rodr\u00edguez in the final. And when ESPN’s Buster Olney asked Soto what he wanted for his future as he hoisted the derby trophy, Soto said he was n’t even thinking about it, that he won the championship \u201cfor the Nationals.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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But earlier in the day, he seemed like a man bracing for change, should it come.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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\u201cCan’t do anything about it. I have my hands tied. I’m just going to play as hard as I can and play baseball. Forget about everything else,\u201d he said. \u201cI don’t make the decisions. They make the decisions. If they want to make the decision, I’ve got to pack my stuff and go.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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Soto has already dealt with swift change once in his young career. He began his Nationals tenure surrounded by players such as Max Scherzer, Trea Turner and Anthony Rendon. By August of last season, he was the last star standing, a relative veteran not far removed from being the one following the veterans’ lead. He arrived as a young star on a World Series contender and now finds himself as the best player on the majors’ worst team.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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\u201cIt’s very frustrating, but at the end of the day, we’re just trying our best. For me, I’m trying my best. I know those guys are trying their best. But things just aren’t going our way,\u201d Soto said. \u201cWe’re just going to try to keep playing hard, keep trying to find out the pieces we’re missing and get back on track.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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Juan Soto’s diamond ‘Soto shuffle’ necklace was months in the making<\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n
Reporters from the New York media corps asked Soto several times whether he wanted to play in New York. He never really gave them what they were looking for, never flinched and suggested he would rather be there. In fact, when asked about playing in New York, Soto threw some subtle jabs the Mets’ way.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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\u201cPlaying in New York against the Mets, I love it. I love to play against them, hit the ball hard. You see my numbers in that field \u2014 it’s just amazing,\u201d said Soto, who has a 1,173 on-base-plus-slugging percentage in 30 career games at Citi Field.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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As for that short porch in Yankee Stadium, the one that entices so many left-handed hitters with the possibility of a few extra homers each year:<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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\u201cI have two homers there, but I never hit a ball that way,\u201d said Soto, whose 1,256 OPS in four games there is his best in any stadium. \u201cTo me, it’s another thing to play against the Yankees. It’s very cool to hear the noise and just shut it down.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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This week, and probably for the next few weeks, Soto will have to shut out plenty of noise. He admitted he wished he didn’t have to deal with contract negotiations during the season, even as he agreed to Boras and his staffers and suggested they take care of everything. They stuck close to Soto on Monday in the hours before he competed in his second Home Run Derby and claimed his first title. The rumors and the questions will stick close for the foreseeable future, too.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n
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\u201cHere and there, sometimes, it can be a little bit on your mind, but you can’t blame that [for] your stats or anything you do on the field,\u201d Soto said. \u201cAt the end of the day, I just try to forget about everything outside for three hours and try to be the 12 years old I’ve been doing this since, playing baseball as hard as I can.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n