{"id":58350,"date":"2022-08-27T22:09:12","date_gmt":"2022-08-27T22:09:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/harchi90.com\/shia-lebeouf-speaks-out-about-he-abused-fka-twigs\/"},"modified":"2022-08-27T22:09:12","modified_gmt":"2022-08-27T22:09:12","slug":"shia-lebeouf-speaks-out-about-he-abused-fka-twigs","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harchi90.com\/shia-lebeouf-speaks-out-about-he-abused-fka-twigs\/","title":{"rendered":"Shia LeBeouf speaks out about he abused FKA twigs"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Actor Shia LaBeouf, 36, is discussing his past behavior following abuse. (Photo: Rich Fury\/Getty Images)<\/figcaption><\/p>\n<\/figure>\n

Actor Shia LeBeouf is speaking out about the hera of abuse brought against him by his ex-girlfriend, musician FKA twigs, which were first made public in a 2020 interview with The New York Times<\/em>.<\/p>\n

In a two-hour appearance on Jon Bernthal’s Patreon-exclusive podcast Real Ones<\/em>LeBeouf, 36, did not name the artist \u2014 whose real name is Tahliah Barnett \u2014 but told the podcast host, \u201cI hurt that woman,\u201d variety <\/em>report.<\/p>\n

He added that in the process of hurting Barnett, who he met when they worked together on his semi-autobiographical film Honey Boy<\/em>he “hurt many other people, and many other people before that woman.”<\/p>\n

“I was a pleasure-seeking, selfish, self-centered, dishonest, inconsiderate, fearful human being,” he continued.<\/p>\n

Saying he \u201cf***** up bad,\u201d LaBeouf referred to his behavior as \u201ccrash and burn type s***.\u201d<\/p>\n

“I hurt a lot of people, and I’m fully aware of that,” the Holes <\/em>star said. “And I’m going to owe for the rest of my life.\u201d<\/p>\n

LaBeouf, who is now a father to a daughter with partner Mia Goth, also shared that he \u201ccheated on every woman I’ve ever been with\u201d and didn’t notify sexual partners about “getting cold sores,” adding that he has a \u201clong list of people that I need to make amends to.\u201d<\/p>\n

Without using her name, he referred to Barnett as a \u201csaint\u201d and said she \u201csaved my f****** life.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cHad she not intervened in my life and not created the avenue for me to experience ego death, I’d either have a really mediocre existence or I’d be dead in full,\u201d LaBeouf said. However, when the first thoughts surfaced, his immediate reaction was of suicide, determining that he was \u201cgonna kill myself.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI went and loaded up a gun and sat on my table,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n

LaBeouf instead said he experienced \u201cego death,\u201d and is now seeking a greater purpose in life.<\/p>\n

\u201cMy purpose, and I mean this with every fiber of my being, is to be instructive with my life, so that I can be an advertisement, like a billboard, for a principled way of living,” he shared. \u201cWhen I think about what my life has become, and what it is now, like what my purpose is now\u2026 I need to be useful. And when I look at this #MeToo environment, there’s not a whole lot of dudes that are taking accountability.\u201d<\/p>\n